•now, THIS is a story... all about how...

"u know my nerves bad

trigger like a toothpick..."

- young jeezy

so. i lost my words. left them on top of a refrigerator in a house i don't live in anymore.

i guess.

must've dropped 'em in the passenger seat of that married dude, that i was dating's ( allegedly ), car.

or in the parking lot that one night during the final kiss w/my ex.

we were never good.
together.

u know... i think i saw 'em at the bottom of one of those tequila bottles from 2009... (and the start of 2010).

if not there then they MUST be at the church that sunday i was certain i got saved.

was sure i'd find them the day my baby started kindergarten. or the night my fiance proposed.

didn't happen.

good news, tho.....

good news.

i've found my words, it seems.

it happened right as i abandoned the search.

(ain't that a bitch...)





.....just hope i don't misplace them.

again.